Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Always, but not Forever.


Always together, but not together forever. I have surpassed the thought of us being together much longer. He has helped me face reality. Three years have gone by right before our eyes. What are we doing? Dating? Hanging out? Well actually, we're living life step by step. We don't think about what will happen tomorrow or what happened yesterday. In the moment, nothing else matters. I feel like the world rotates around us and even though people judge, his judgement is the only one that matters. Victor Valle. This is about you, but this is not a love poem, or an allusion to our relationship. This is what you and I feel everyday. Optimism, yet we fear we might take a wrong move and end everything. Spontaneity we do no planning. Curiosity, even though we hide what we look forward to. I'm not ready to let go. I don't want you to be just a stranger. I want to remain in your life and meet your next. Because if I really mean everything to you know, I want to mean something to you in the future. That day I looked into the water and saw our reflection, all i could see was our outline, no real face expression. Similar to what we have, where we can see the outside; however, what we feel inside is omitted.
"Give me your eyes, I need sunshine."

Friday, December 10, 2010

Inflictingg Pain

Pain, literally!

That son of a bitch wisdom tooth decided to plant a spot in thee back of my mouth this holiday month. I named him bobby, and just when he was starting to get friendly, the dentist decides to rip him right out of my gum! I am currently taking some pain-killers (Norco), but exactly what are they killing? Not the pain! I tried crying an hour ago, but that did not help at all. In fact, tears and drooling to not mix well together. Ooh wisdom tooth, why did you have to arrive? Wasn't I wise enough already? Speaking of wise, I wonder how many wisdom teeth Aristotle had...did he ever get them removed? Ooh gosh, I need to go change my guage..